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I feel this pull inside me,
Begging me to give in.
But I know that once I do,
The trouble only begins.

I crave and crave and crave,
But tell myself, “No more.”
It’s like I loved it and let it go,
But when it came back, I was still unsure.

Why must I fight it,
When I know it’s what I need?
How can I dream of the flower,
But be afraid to plant the seed?

It’s both my wildest dream,
And my biggest fear.
Even when I close my eyes,
I can still see it clear.

I’m afraid to let it go,
I’m afraid to see it through.
I’m afraid I can’t have you,
But I’m more afraid of the day I finally do.

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