This wall that I’ve been building,
Gets higher as you move in.
But it seems the more I create space,
The closer you pull me in.
From the beginning, I thought this was temporary,
Because it was too good to be true.
How could something so simple,
Just show up so out the blue?
But I’m afraid if you keep knocking,
One day I’ll open up that door,
Because I know that once I do,
My sanity is no more.
Am I wrong to play it safe,
When I know what’s all at stake?
Do I choose my heart over logic?
Are you a risk I’m willing to take?
I’m so compelled by you,
That it makes me stay away.
But I can’t help but to wonder,
Am I the one standing in our way?